Take it slow, don't force yourself to play. Just begin off with saving up some coupons, doing the usual convoys which'll take about 10 minutes. Within a few months you'll have a meta. If you feel like the game's holding you back from real life then stop playing. But playing it as a hobby here and there will help ya kill some time ^^, I've been watching anime along side it to collect the hour bonuses. And if you do feel like having a fresh start, by all means create a new account. Just remember you control the game, don't let it control you :3